Rest in peace Rats and MJ.

I've come with random news to my post today or maybe it's not, u decide.
The king of pop or maybe more known for his all talented dancing hippy moves, Michael jackson, just passed away on 25th june. I didn't know this till my cousin told me and my jaw instantly dropped. The reason for his death still undiscovered. Somehow i think it's because of drugs or his skin cancer thingg. Maybe his body couldn't take it anymore, who knows?

P.S I don't wanna post a picture of michael jackson cos i think it's freaky. It's Not like i anti him or anything. He's a true legend but latter on was known as a freak by the media, which i feel really sorry for.

Anyway, here's a moment of silence* for him.

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Somehow, i'm kinda grateful not being at bio class that other day when they dissected the rat. When i viewed jan's blog the other day, seriously my eyes opened like times two bigger seeing that poor lil rat got cut up by this bio freaks who just wanted to see its intestines and stuff. Not like i like rats but... still. ): It died with such a horrible reason.

Here's a moment of silence for all those rats too. ummmmmm**

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Yesterday was the last day i get to see the hot doctor whom i declare is the most good looking doctor anyone could ever fancy. I feel OMG sad? Heh, 2 months later but still.. Here's a big xoxo to him for being such a caring and loving doctor always. He even wore my bra for me.

WTF?!

My cousin even rated him as CUTE. heh!

I can't believe the school had this emergency thing for H1N1 and gave everyone a mask to wear. Hahaha funny cos i don't think anyone would wear it all day. Thank god i'm not at school.
By the way, i am super dissapointed with my results. Ok, they are the least i care of but still..

43/100 for ADD MATHS?!- SCREW THE DAMN SUBJECT. gah! Which means i got a bloddy E.

Congratulations to Su mae for getting 3rd for elocution contest, u make me real proud Best friend even i can't watch it live! ):

till then.
To sucky add maths, u SUCK!

Save me from boredom!

I am bored stiff. Gosh!

It's been a week already since operation and stuff. Time travels fast eh?? Thinking back i really made a big decision and stuff And the times at the hospital were awful. Gosh i wouldn't want a repeat of that. EVER! I feel like an old woman killing time waiting for tues to finally come. My pleasures are pretty homey ones right now like watching tv for hours or sleeping my heads off. Ugh, i really wanna go school. I've never been this excited before even the day before school starts. Thank God for night time as morning will arrive. Just chatted with dan but i know they won't mind, they're back together! How funnily odd?!

I am waiting for someone to tell me my mid year position. I know i shouldn't ask cos i am scard but i am curious you see? Either ways i hope i am top 15. I hope it's not dissapointing. ;/ Fingers crossed!

Anyway i'm bored. Gotta find something new and do!

till then.

Believe it or not, I'm back people. It's kinda difficult for me to type so u guys better Appreciate! Sorry for all the wrong spelling and bla bla.

Mind you all, this post wouldn't be the loud mc. hahaha!

Ok so i went for the op and all was smooth and finally done. The thought of my days at the hospital wasn't as hooray like i thought it would be. The atmosphere is damn depressing i tell you. Nurses, old people, doctors, morphines, painkillers and more and more everyday. Ugh!

Just wanna tell you all, u guys really made my day for visiting me and stuff! really! The days without u all would be.. grr.. dont know how to explain. Omg the 2nd day, after Jan, Steph, mae and dan visit me i just had the energy to read the cards and uh hmm pei's one! Thanks so much people. ahh *Collects myself*

Thank you brenda for visiting me, that day i wasn't feeling that great so we didn't chat much! LOL, but the mags were great companies. (:

The thought of returning to school hmm maybe in two weeks time is a lil of a relief. Phewww. AT LEAST not for a MONTH!

Through this op, i really appreciate my parents and relatives like crazy for their i don't know EVERYTHING i guess! Ok, my back is getting tiring so bye.

P.s Sue, i saw some purple thing but i threw it away! haha!

Till then people! I will always update my blog cos there's nothing much to do really.

Just pop by at google.

I thinkk she's outrageously gorgeous and the other is smoking hot.

Jeng jeng jeng. It's jessica Stroup (silver) vs jessica Lowndes (Adriana). Both are casts of the 90210 series. Honestly, I think They are both prettier than the main cast, Annie.
Jessica stroup


I love watching her. She's so cute and have what-all-girls-dream-of perfect features. (:

Now, Jessica Lowndes.

Isn't she hot? Pulling off the stunning red lipstick and bangs. Just Jessica Lowndes.


OUCHHHHHH! Is that ty collins or what? hahaha! Spotted.

Okay time to do something else.
till then.

The suspense is killing.

OH-KAY. The thingg why-i-am-blogging bothers me.

The doctor postponed my surgery to this saturday but im starting to feel a whiz of anticipation, sweaty palms and etc. Why does he hv to torture me bit by bit like this. God, waiting for something is hard. Believe it or not, it's hard. The pain creeps in little by little without me knowing it but inside me the adrenaline is pumping. Hello, when the hell is it gonna happen?

Downstairs: My parents are discussing how to find a carpark at the hospital and throughout dinner all they talked about is my surgery. Okay, its normal. But still?.

Ok, blogging makes it worst. Let's not talk about it.

I love my laptop. Really. I LURVEEEE it. Cos it has msn and stuff compared to that crappy computer. Just that my laptop speaker is not functioning. Ok it's bad but i still hv my radio. (: Not too bad. I can live without music for the meantime actually. I chatted with almost everyone today. I am so gonna miss them. The thought of catching up with the speed of walking and homework sucks. LOL. I am a lil not grateful sometimes.

I think everything will be fine as long as i trust in god's miracles and his abundant mercy and grace. My love ones are actually being very supportive especially dad and mum. Dad has been really awesome to me. Not to mention everyone too especially FRIENDS AND RELATIVES. MWAHHHHHH!


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TILL THEN. I think im really going for surgery this saturday. Fingers crossed.

Lights, drugs and beep.

3,2,1. Lights on above patient.

Anesthetic injected.

Heart beeping machine *beep*


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five hours later..
Operation is over.

What am i doing? hahahaha.
The me on wednesday.

Firstly, I'm back people from my adventurous wild journey through the forest.

I am definitely not going there anymore. It was not as relaxing as a holiday should be but it was a really different experience. Back with my promise of many many pictures. Let the cameras start rolling...
Day 1

On the truck. Getting ready for our very first activity!

Hahaha bimbo turn into adventurous


Ter
Shing

The canopy walkway (:
Crazy Sue up high at bukit terisik

Group picture at bukit terisik. It was super tiring to reach this place so this picture is really worth our energy and time!

Day 2
Woke up with a lil muscle ache everywhere of my body.It was a sleepless night because 4 people share one queen size bed. Seriously man?! We slept on ter and shing's bed and they slept on ours, which turned out to be better. what the heck rite? thanks to steph's brilliante idea! Hahahaha juan was so funny, he banged the headboard twice. Pei, me and steph was giggling until the bed shake but we burst into laughter in the end. Juan got damn angry and he banged the headboard again!!!! We all ended up sleeping and ran back to our room because it was toooooo cold! Shing then tell some stupid joke about juan. hahahahahaha!!! Started our journey again with...

A visit to the underground cave. It was cool honestly, thinking back about it But the bats were damn gross. I saw a yellowish-green snake. EEEKKK! Every step i take i can feel the bats either shitting/peeing.

This picture is funny. Let me tell u why. Spot ter's forehead and he has a red indian pimple. LOL!

Kryssy sissy the cheer freak.

The other team on their way to night safari. Shen Khai giving his fakest it's-so-gonna-be-fun-smile. LOL!
Jangan Pandang belakang. Wtf?! Zoom in, i think zhen somehow has nicer brows than me. Wtf twice?!
Our awesome team. Devain can't be lala for good. lol!
Day 3
Woke up with serious aching everywhere. I can't believe it was my last day but i was kinda grateful too!Haha cos my sport shoes spoilt, my clothes stink, i ran out of undergarments, my hair was itchy, the food sucks. So yeah. BUT.
I MISSED ALL THE FUN FUN FUN ACTIVITIES. ;(
All the activities which involve water are with laili and steph. So ask them!
Breathtaking

Ok firstly, i blog this the other day. It went to the draft cos my comp keep lacking. Anyway, will come back with more photos when my comp is fixed.


till then.