The suspense is killing.

OH-KAY. The thingg why-i-am-blogging bothers me.

The doctor postponed my surgery to this saturday but im starting to feel a whiz of anticipation, sweaty palms and etc. Why does he hv to torture me bit by bit like this. God, waiting for something is hard. Believe it or not, it's hard. The pain creeps in little by little without me knowing it but inside me the adrenaline is pumping. Hello, when the hell is it gonna happen?

Downstairs: My parents are discussing how to find a carpark at the hospital and throughout dinner all they talked about is my surgery. Okay, its normal. But still?.

Ok, blogging makes it worst. Let's not talk about it.

I love my laptop. Really. I LURVEEEE it. Cos it has msn and stuff compared to that crappy computer. Just that my laptop speaker is not functioning. Ok it's bad but i still hv my radio. (: Not too bad. I can live without music for the meantime actually. I chatted with almost everyone today. I am so gonna miss them. The thought of catching up with the speed of walking and homework sucks. LOL. I am a lil not grateful sometimes.

I think everything will be fine as long as i trust in god's miracles and his abundant mercy and grace. My love ones are actually being very supportive especially dad and mum. Dad has been really awesome to me. Not to mention everyone too especially FRIENDS AND RELATIVES. MWAHHHHHH!


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TILL THEN. I think im really going for surgery this saturday. Fingers crossed.

Lights, drugs and beep.

3,2,1. Lights on above patient.

Anesthetic injected.

Heart beeping machine *beep*


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five hours later..
Operation is over.

What am i doing? hahahaha.
The me on wednesday.

Firstly, I'm back people from my adventurous wild journey through the forest.

I am definitely not going there anymore. It was not as relaxing as a holiday should be but it was a really different experience. Back with my promise of many many pictures. Let the cameras start rolling...
Day 1

On the truck. Getting ready for our very first activity!

Hahaha bimbo turn into adventurous


Ter
Shing

The canopy walkway (:
Crazy Sue up high at bukit terisik

Group picture at bukit terisik. It was super tiring to reach this place so this picture is really worth our energy and time!

Day 2
Woke up with a lil muscle ache everywhere of my body.It was a sleepless night because 4 people share one queen size bed. Seriously man?! We slept on ter and shing's bed and they slept on ours, which turned out to be better. what the heck rite? thanks to steph's brilliante idea! Hahahaha juan was so funny, he banged the headboard twice. Pei, me and steph was giggling until the bed shake but we burst into laughter in the end. Juan got damn angry and he banged the headboard again!!!! We all ended up sleeping and ran back to our room because it was toooooo cold! Shing then tell some stupid joke about juan. hahahahahaha!!! Started our journey again with...

A visit to the underground cave. It was cool honestly, thinking back about it But the bats were damn gross. I saw a yellowish-green snake. EEEKKK! Every step i take i can feel the bats either shitting/peeing.

This picture is funny. Let me tell u why. Spot ter's forehead and he has a red indian pimple. LOL!

Kryssy sissy the cheer freak.

The other team on their way to night safari. Shen Khai giving his fakest it's-so-gonna-be-fun-smile. LOL!
Jangan Pandang belakang. Wtf?! Zoom in, i think zhen somehow has nicer brows than me. Wtf twice?!
Our awesome team. Devain can't be lala for good. lol!
Day 3
Woke up with serious aching everywhere. I can't believe it was my last day but i was kinda grateful too!Haha cos my sport shoes spoilt, my clothes stink, i ran out of undergarments, my hair was itchy, the food sucks. So yeah. BUT.
I MISSED ALL THE FUN FUN FUN ACTIVITIES. ;(
All the activities which involve water are with laili and steph. So ask them!
Breathtaking

Ok firstly, i blog this the other day. It went to the draft cos my comp keep lacking. Anyway, will come back with more photos when my comp is fixed.


till then.

Omg i sort of miss blogging. I mean when i compare my pathetic blog with my friends, I definitely have to update. Ahaha exams are finally over and it has been great since then. My great is not just g-r-e-a-t ok? It's way way better than that! Ok so let me tell u guys about friday,

Maths was easy and i was really glad they put it last, not acc or add maths. If not my mood would be totally down! Anyway, in the morning i was damn fuckin' pissed off at rozerin the maniac/pms teacher cos she shouted at me for no reason. Some of my friends say she's actually racist that's why. Hahahaha so i ended up crying. But luckily not everyone saw or she didn't send me to stand beside Mr chew. If not i might have a second thought of sue-ing that bitch.

ROZERIN- FUCK BITCH. Go home and train your horrible singing.


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Anyway let's not rewind back unhappy stuff. Ok so Maths was 2 1/2 hrs. Honestly, it was sort of wasting time. Cos On friday, Mr chew suddenly came up with this rule

No toilet.


Seriously, for two 1/2 hrs?? Maybe for lower sec can la? Poor bladder. I have to keep my urine for 1 whole hr. I felt like my bladder was about to burst or something! LOL.

Okay, so we went bangsar after that and celebrate *woots*. So i begin my shopping spree with a yummylicious lunch at Marmalade in bangsar village 2 with Steph and jan. The designs were so cute. Would upload photos sooon. So we had this turkey wrap thing ( which is really really delicious), carbonara and Oreo cheeeeese cake. It was definitely worth it only 20 bucks but all 3 of us tried new things. mmhmmm.

JAN: Omg this oreo cheese cake is damn good..
MC in her heart:*jan's gonna burp anytime.. i bet***
JAN: Mhmm *burp* *buuuurrrpp*
MC AND STEPH: JAN!!!!!!

Haha i realised jan will always burp after she eat like today at Pak LI. What a habit. Btw i stumbled across my sangat pretty long lost kawan, Jasmine Chan. She is no doubt really really pretty. Chatted a lil bit.

Honestly, my shopping spreee was not like what i expected. I thinkk i wanted more. LOL. In the end me bought:

1. A dress- chose my steph and jan. They really hv similar taste. Thanks to both!
2. Wedges- Blue. It was really cheap.
3. A butterfly belt. All 3 of us got similar ones. So funny.


Btw a really hilarious thing bout shing is that he went all the way to bangsar.. but...

He left his wallet in Steph's car. Omg damn funny right?
Shing is shing. (;

- i suddenly remember.. Steph!!..... What did u say about ter again in the car?


JAN AND MC: Damn damn damn should have recorded it! Ahhhhhhhh!

After bangsar, i went to jan's hse to bath and relax. Apparently when i told aunt christine that my dress was 100 bucks. She just smiled. I just know what she was thinking. LOL. I had a bad migraine, ate and rest. I saw jan's grandpa and guess what..

Mc: Who's that on the couch?
Jan: My grandpa!! I know right, he looks young..
Mc: Omg i thought it was your dad's friend!
Jan whispers: He's wearing a Wig.
Mc: Hahahahahhahahaahahha.

It made my day.*** hahahah i'm so evil sometimes. Under sue's influence too much. Lol

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Today, went church as usual. My friends were so caring ok? They knew i was going to go for my scoiliosis operation and guess what??

They bought me MUFFINS. It's the thought that counts sometimes. But it really made my day! ;) ** collects myself**

Thanks guys! I will come back with the new me.

Tomorrow is finally taman negara, don't know whether i should be happy or not thinking about it cos after this, there will be nothing to look forward to except my operation. S-I-G-H. That is why, in fact i should enjoy it to the fullest. Hahaha! Not like i'm dying or anythingg. But yeah.

Ok i have to pack my luggage. Weeheee.

I will come back with many many many pictures. Excitement awaiting**!

Always a track-you,me and 6.

I am gonna explode.
When i reached home, i was like i have to throw my tantrums somewhere. So i've decided to freakin blog out my feelings. o.r shall i say anger. Gah! ;( i H.A.T.E she. Omg, you know all this while i thought i can endure or be tolerant cos it's her attitude. Ok lah, so i keep enduring but until today, i couldn't anymore. It's like me rupturing. So i told my friends and we again agree. So it's not just me, it's everyone. We all think alike.

I feel damn dumb ok sitting beside her or with her. It's like ohh i can answer this and bla bla. And then when i do something which she think is damn STUPID, she will do-the-face thingg and gossip with her bff. Omg, am i that stupid? Why is she acting like she's some smartie goddess and we all must worship her with her DAMN BRILLIANT ANSWERS.

In this world, there are peeple less smart and always smarter. So don't act like u're everything la.

God, please forgive me. It's just for today. I feel so crushed ok?

Why wanna be the tallest when u can live life like the rest on average?

I feel like eating a cake. hahahaha.

Btw people, support WWF- A shelter to protect animals like cute cute panda. (:
Theta are selling t-shirts, batches and recycle bags. So buy em'!!! Remember a good deed will always have its blessings in return.


Omg Loook at them, Sooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE! (: THEY might soon extinct ;((((( I feel pandaly. Ok wtv that means.
Okay, time to study!

Shake of that bad image and let it fade away

Honestly, school kinda sucks without su mae! ahahaha she's like as stoner as me and both of us stone together at times! But we kinda roll along laughing at our evil inside jokes. Funny, she can always read my thoughts which is a lil Creepy.. ;/

This is MAE laughing (: according to matt.
I thinkk she might kill me if she sees this. HAHA but it's really funny.

Btw, the fact that Cindee will get a belly piercing is cool. I think it'll be very sexy (: I'm actually satisfied by the one piercing at my ear.

Juan misses ter today. wtf or shall i say ouchh. He was all weird and laughing at his own jokes to kill time. If im not mistaken, i thinkk he said about being gangster as ambition. I kinda remembered that he said philosopher on friday. hahahah honestly juan is Funny. I wanted to join them but when i look at my table with the unfinished pieces of my h/w, forget it.

Im kinda ... by the sight of she. After listening to many stuff, my view of her has changed. Sadly, i hope she realizes that she should be a lil more humble at times. I thinkk her best friend should call her up or smtg and talk about it seriously. Ok, it is none of my business so whatever. Just put up with her like .. say.

Today is damn boring. It's more than boring. It was a waste of time. Aahhh.

Superhuman-Chris brown

Omg i am once again blogging after a gazillion weeks. Sorrry to keep u all waiting! hahaha know u all love MAH blog! I was damn pissed this morning cos my bro was damn selfish. He keep using the comp all by himself and is still now- since ystd till now. All i wanted was to update my blog that's all and he was like use ur laptop la. I mean he ended his game alrdy but he still wants to play another. FAAK dota.

Anyway, school was pretty stressing me up especially now. Two more weeks to exam!!! 16 papers to go. And honestly, i am SO NOT PREPARED. I am also currently planning the taman negara trip with help fr steph and sue and its quite a success i would say. It's only 3 days and many ppl comfirm! Too bad Norlin cant go. But at least we got MR PUA. I hope i can find 30 ppl soon. Wanna settle it before exam. (:

Yesterday, me,steph,jan,bren and shing went to eat pork noodle for lunch! Yum yum and its quite worth the wait-30 min cos it's damn delicious but we walked there and back under the HOT SUN. AAHH i want another bowl weii. We shud all go together to try new food one day! hahahaha like i've told MAE we shud go on a road trip someday just to EAT! Like ipoh, melaka, penang,johor,kuantan,terengganu!! Someday after F5 MAYBE! ;D

I went to parkson with my mum yesterday to get some bed sheets as akemi in parkson has 70 percent SALE! My dad bought me a new BED just for my back! How shweet! And it's very expensive oh-kay??? Thanks to bedding fair by Harvey Norman- i got a 40 percent discount but it's overall damn EX- But it's worth it i guess! It's coming on MON! weeehheeeeee! So i got a comforter and bla bla. Btw so i din't know why but i went to bonita cos subang parade is DAMN BORING. Uhh cant they upgrade the shops or smtg? ;( Haha so i got a new fringe sling bag which i kinda wanted. I always wanted a white sling quilt bag! But it's okay, i bought it for rm38.70! Damn cheap rite? hahaha but the materials cant be compared with Forever 21 lahh! ;/ But u know we can sometimes hv a mix and match in fashion! ((:

Later at night, i am gonna go out with my family to celebrate Mother's Day!! (: Gonna watch The sniper! (: Ahh- hot edison chen and Huang xiao ming ;*