The suspense is killing.

OH-KAY. The thingg why-i-am-blogging bothers me.

The doctor postponed my surgery to this saturday but im starting to feel a whiz of anticipation, sweaty palms and etc. Why does he hv to torture me bit by bit like this. God, waiting for something is hard. Believe it or not, it's hard. The pain creeps in little by little without me knowing it but inside me the adrenaline is pumping. Hello, when the hell is it gonna happen?

Downstairs: My parents are discussing how to find a carpark at the hospital and throughout dinner all they talked about is my surgery. Okay, its normal. But still?.

Ok, blogging makes it worst. Let's not talk about it.

I love my laptop. Really. I LURVEEEE it. Cos it has msn and stuff compared to that crappy computer. Just that my laptop speaker is not functioning. Ok it's bad but i still hv my radio. (: Not too bad. I can live without music for the meantime actually. I chatted with almost everyone today. I am so gonna miss them. The thought of catching up with the speed of walking and homework sucks. LOL. I am a lil not grateful sometimes.

I think everything will be fine as long as i trust in god's miracles and his abundant mercy and grace. My love ones are actually being very supportive especially dad and mum. Dad has been really awesome to me. Not to mention everyone too especially FRIENDS AND RELATIVES. MWAHHHHHH!


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TILL THEN. I think im really going for surgery this saturday. Fingers crossed.